Delves into themes of depression, desire, and an enduring fixation on the color blue, chronicling the journey of an individual grappling with heartbreak. Drawing inspiration from luminaries like Joni Mitchell and Andy Warhol, the protagonist finds solace and reflection in the omnipresence of blue, navigating the complexities of pleasure and pain amidst their emotional turmoil. Through poignant prose and introspective musings, the book invites readers to contemplate the profound intersections of grief, longing, and the relentless pursuit of solace in the midst of personal upheaval.